This blog recounts my experiences with abusive conduct on the part of my former rector, the Rev. Robert H. Malm aka Bob Malm, his parish, and the Episcopal Diocese of Virginia. Bob was the rector of Grace Episcopal Church in Alexandria VA—an ostensibly inclusive Anglo-Catholic parish located in the city’s Del Ray neighborhood. The abusive conduct includes multiple instances of perjury, witness tampering, withholding evidence, and even trying, in violation of state law, to drag my terminally ill mother into court.

Mom dying

Mom dying

How it Began

Bob’s misconduct began in July 2015, after I complained to the Episcopal Diocese of Virginia about bullying on Bob’s part, as well as questionable HR, cash management, and financial reporting practices in the parish. I also complained that parish employees were routinely experiencing workplace harassment.

Four weeks later, the diocese wrote back, saying that these issues were, “not of weighty and material importance to the ministry of the church,” and declining to get involved. That’s right—the Episcopal Diocese of Virginia has no issue with bullying, retaliation, workplace harassment, or church funds going AWOL. And while the church may caterwaul in court about its canons and their effect on dissidents seeking to leave the church, it sees no need to follow its own canons, which proscribe many of the behaviors listed above.

Bob Malm’s Shunning

Shortly afterwards, I received an email from Bob Malm telling me to find a new church. Days later, I learned that Bob had instructed church staff, clergy and volunteers to shun us by excluding us from the life of the church. Subsequently, Bob acknowledged that he did this in retaliation for my complaint.

I promptly informed the diocese, which refused to do anything.

Misuse of Funds

But Bob’s harassment and retaliation were far from over. Bob deliberately misused memorial donations given by my family; these were not used per the terms under which they were solicited, which is illegal. Yet again, Bishop Shannon Johnston had firsthand knowledge of this matter, and was sent written documentation that the misuse of funds was illegal, but he still refused to get involved.

Caroline Parkinson, lying priest

The Rev. Caroline Parkinson, lying priest

Later, I complained to the diocese about our names being removed from the parish directory. Intake officer Caroline Parkinson, then the diocesan intake officer, denied the request. Further, she lied, claiming that the matter had been addressed earlier, in June. As I pointed out, the directory was not published until October, and I was unaware that one of the benefits of ordination was the ability to time travel.

In spring 2017, following adverse media coverage, the bishop negotiated a ceasefire. This was short-lived, however, for the following December, Bob filed a false police report with the City of Alexandria police department, arguing that a blog written by my mother had threatened him, that the blog was mine, and suggesting that I have major mental illness. All three claims are false, and I believe Bob knows that. Moreover, in his report, Bob breached confidentiality on certain pastoral issues.

Legal Proceedings

When that didn’t work, Bob filed a request for a protective order against me, irrationally alleging that the presence of words like “terrorism” and “murder” in Mom’s blog constituted threats. To the surprise of many, including a neutral attorney waiting for his client’s case to be heard, the judge granted Bob’s request. (His exact words, “What the f*** just happened? That is insane.”)

I immediately appealed. Throughout the discovery phase of the lawsuit, Bob repeatedly refused to cooperate, resulting in a court order requiring him to do so, which Bob ignored. Bob was represented by attorney Jeff Chiow, a former member of the vestry. Jeff’s efforts were marked by several notable things:

  1. Two offers from Bob to drop the matter if I would quit blogging and otherwise telling others about my experiences, thus demonstrating that Bob never actually felt threatened.
  2. Multiple lies on Bob and Jeff’s part, including claiming that I have violated the protective order, that I never served as a police officer, and that I had never been admitted to practice law. Several of Bob’s lies were made under oath, including his fabrication that my mother, or someone pretending to be her, contacted him repeatedly. This simply did not occur, and Bob has never produced any evidence to support his claim. In other words, Bob committed perjury. When informed about it, Susan Goff and the Diocese of Virginia said in writing they would only get involved if Bob Malm faced criminal charges.
  3. An ethically questionable effort to drag my mother, dying of COPD, into court, in direct violation of relevant state law.
  4. Inflammatory and inappropriate rhetoric, some of it totally fabricated by Jeff, including calling the case one of “domestic terrorism” and claiming that I was influenced by a fictional church shooting in the equally fictional town of Sugarland Texas; hence his moniker “Sugarland.”
  5. A double standard regarding Jeff’s inflammatory rhetoric. Specifically, when he uses it, that’s okay. If I publicly recount his language, Jeff argues that I’m trying to intimidate people—even though the very words are his.
  6. Remarkably sloppy work by Jeff Chiow, including ignoring rules of court and failing to proof his pleadings. Apropos the  former, Jeff attempted to obtain discovery against my mother in Pennsylvania, a state that does not permit discovery in such cases. (I will assume he was clueless, versus choosing to ignore state law.)
  7. Concealing evidence, including a defamatory email that started with Kelly “Motormouth” Gable, which accused me of embezzlement and in which Bob Malm lied to the bishop about the timing of my arrival at Grace.
  8. Multiple lies by the vestry and others close to the situation, including the vestry saying that Mike and I left on our own (if that had been the case, why did Bob Malm send his email telling us we were unwelcome, and instruct staff to exclude us? Vestry members, if you’re going to lie, don’t be stupid about it.), Bob Malm claiming he didn’t lie during a meeting we had with Bishop Shannon (he did), and Leslie Malm falsely telling people I had admitted in open court that Mom’s blog is mine.
  9. A variety of ad hominem attacks by Lindsey Malm and others.
  10. Witness tampering by Bob Malm, and illegally withholding documents during discovery in litigation. In numerous cases, Jeff Chiow was copied on Malm’s witness tampering, and the relevant documents.
  11. Repeated breaches of confidentiality on Bob’s part, resulting in the bishop of Virginia taking action on one occasion.  diocesan disciplinary committee taking action on one occasion.
  12. A Title IV disciplinary case against Bishop Shannon Johnston for condoning and supporting Bob’s actions. During the case, other allegations emerged involving the bishop, including that he covered up sexual harassment of a female church worker.
  13. The observation, by Mom’s attorney, that Jeff Chiow is “coming at you with a personal vendetta.”

    Jeff Chiow’s personal vendetta

    Jeff Chiow’s personal vendetta

  14. The filing of a false police report by Sugarland Chiow, in which he claimed I was “stalking” him for leafletting homes near his, and falsely claimed that the material I distributed was threatening. Increasingly, it appears to me that Sugarland is unable to differentiate between truth and fiction.
  15. Truly ugly conduct by parishioners, including various lies posted by Lisa Medley online, the posting of confidential giving online by Lisa Medley, and Lucy Medley urging me to commit suicide and making homophobic remarks. Yes, folks at Grace actually think this sort of thing is okay and not inconsistent with the Christian faith.

    Grace Episcopal Alexandria

    Lucy Medley reflects lessons learned from her parents

In September 2018, having come to the conclusion that truth was in no way a component of Bob’s efforts, I decided to drop my appeal, instead spending my time protesting throughout the remaining 16 months of the protective order, writing about the situation, and more. In addition, at about the same time, I was named the #churchtoo correspondent for an international organization opposing abuse by clergy, resulting in a huge increase in awareness of my issue.

Damage to the Church

Meanwhile, Bob’s campaign of shunning and harassment, which includes my husband Mike, has caused serious and lasting damage to the church. More than 120 170 pledging units have left the church at a time when the church needs huge amounts of cash to maintain its physical plant. Bob is more disengaged than ever has retired;  assistant rector Fanny Belanger abruptly resigned, alleging emotionally abusive conduct by Bob Malm; and the church appears to be sliding towards insolvency. At this point, if I quit blogging tomorrow, I doubt things would get any better for the church.

Multiple Follow-up Lawsuits

On other fronts, there are now multiple lawsuits involving perjuring priest Bob Malm, his family, and the church. They span three states and have cost the church and its insurance carrier tens of thousands of dollars. Not to mention considerable expense for the Malm family.

Indeed, the circle of litigation is growing over time, for St. Gabriel’s in Marion Massachusetts and the Episcopal Diocese of Massachusetts, as well as the church’s insurance carrier, have been issued a record preservation request in anticipation of a lawsuit against the parish. That results from Bob’s conduct while serving as interim at the parish.

Most recently, I have filed in federal district court, naming Grace Episcopal Church, Bob Malm, the diocese, and the City of Alexandria as defendants. Among other things, I would like the court to order a full, fair, independent investigation into Bob Malm’s perjury, with appropriate follow-up, up to and including criminal charges for Bob Malm’s perjury and witness tampering.


In summary, Bob’s behavior is abuse, pure and simple. His conduct is highly unbecoming, and reflects badly on him, on the parish, and the entire Episcopal church. Further, it undercuts the denomination at a time when it is already facing precipitous decline, and Bob and the church hierarchy are utterly indifferent.

In addition, Bob’s actions have been harmful to my entire family, but particularly my late mother, whom Bob tried to drag into court, even as she was terminally ill and in the final months of life. Her distress was palpable, and no one should have to deal with behavior like Bob’s in the twilight of their lives.

Grace Episcopal AlexandriaLastly, I’d point out that shunning usually is the bailiwick of cults, Scientologists, and the Jehovah’s Witnesses. Bob’s campaign of shunning me and my family has gone on for more than five years. Such behavior has no place in any church, and suggests that Bob Malm, Grace Church, and the Episcopal Church itself are morally and ethically bankrupt.


If you’d like to see updates on recent developments, including the litigation now underway, feel free to visit the updates section of this site.

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